159 Howard

Howard (69yrs)

Dose 1: Pfizer-BioNTech 3rd June 2021 Batch EX2405-026
Dose 2: Pfizer-BioNTech 9th July 2021 Batch FC5029005

I did want to have the shots, I had listened to the MSM narrative feed from our toxic government, I still believed at that stage that I could trust the government to be interested in looking after my interests, that they would act with integrity as citizens of our country. I trusted them and the MSM. I no longer believe that of either of them.

First shot – I was fine after the first shot, had virtually no effects.

Second Shot – Within a few days of receiving that shot my life changed. I had (and still have) a lot of body pains.

• Chest. I felt that I had been punched in the centre of my chest, breathing, moving, changing position, getting into and out of the car caused pain. It seemed to be centred on my heart.

• My heart. I noticed a fluttery feeling in my heart at times. This feeling increased in intensity over a month or so, it became what I realised was “palpitations”, I would put my hand on my chest to try to feel the sensation, but I couldn’t feel it with my hand although it was quite intense inside my chest, it became continuous, but with varying intensity. I scared me that I was having a heart-attack, I was starting to think it was going to kill me. I considered my diet, my coffee intake, stopped drinking coffee and alcohol but the symptoms continued. I went to the doctor, he sent me to a cardiologist, I had a series of tests including wearing a sensor for two days which recorded my heartbeat, I could press a button to mark when I was feeling this intensely. The cardiologist could find nothing wrong with my heart, but the palpitations continued. I read up on symptoms and Myocarditis was the most likely condition. The pain and the palpitations continued for roughly 18 months, they have slowly diminished, and I now have only occasional pain in the centre of chest.

• Loss of energy. I have always been a very active person but since this event I have slowed down, I find that activity tires me so much that I have to stop, things that I would have done for 8 to 10 hours in a day had me exhausted within 3 or 4 hours. I would stop and collapse into a chair and sleep, this is slowly diminishing but still affects me.

• Body pains – During this time I have also experienced quite intense body pain, randomly around my body, in the back, under the shoulder-blades, armpits, stomach area, and chest. These have occurred with no correlation to any activity that I have been doing. They occur, cause me to wince as they are quite strong, continue for a few days and then move somewhere else. This continues to this day, I just have to deal with them, I expect that I will have these vaccine pains for the rest of my life.

PS: I did start reading more about the vaccine, the more I learned about its gene-modification, about the lack of a due process for testing, the marked variations by batch in its negative effects on people which is wildly outside international law, the number of people suddenly dying post vaccination, the people who became vegetative (as with the Thai royal princess) and of course its lack of efficacy, the more I decided that I would not take another shot, I feel that I was one of the lucky ones who survived the negative effects but I was afraid to risk another “Russian roulette” moment. The risk is simply far too great opposed to the danger of more negative affects.

There is something going on here with this government, they persist to deny that what they mandated has hurt and killed many people. They continue to push their nasty substance on us, they want our children and our pregnant women to take it in the face of robust official international studies confirming much of what here they call “disinformation”. I have to be suspicious that there’s more to this than just a poorly informed group of people thinking that they are doing the “right thing”. To continue to push this knowing the damage being done changes this to something more suspicious, more evil.

I believe that there should be robust investigations into the contracts signed by our government with the Pharma Companies, and into money that has been received by our high level politicians and medical advisors. I truly believe that there is cause and justification for suspicion that there has been corruption on an unprecedented scale here in New Zealand.